Camus' Absurd Man in the making... I think of myself as some time/space anomaly.
Saturday, 23 November 2019
My old 'About Me' of Goodreads
Camus' Absurd Man in the making... I think of myself as some time/space anomaly.
Thursday, 7 November 2019
Monday, 4 November 2019
Sunday, 3 November 2019
Review: Fallen Leaves: Last Words on Life, Love, War, and God
Fallen Leaves: Last Words on Life, Love, War, and God by Will DurantMy rating: 4 of 5 stars
This books is a bit conservative and redundant but conveys an important message trying to be as brief as possible at the same time. Provides a clear understanding of most of the prevailing issues keeping in context the different perspectives the dynamics involved in these issues. Some solutions proposed as well, which might not prove agreeable to many but they seem logical and rational.
Interesting topics covered in form of small chapters, some of them delightful to read. Especially the chapter on history is worth reading again, it aroused my fondness of history once again. In the end, its just a ninety-five year old person trying to use his pen, knowledge and experience for the betterment of the world. Looking forward to read other books by Durant.
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Sunday, 20 October 2019
Review: Kafka on the Shore
Kafka on the Shore by Haruki MurakamiMy rating: 2 of 5 stars
Too much fantasy for me!
Found it to be quite shallow, superfluous and flawed. I shouldn't have read it, atleast my perception of this book was much better.
Giving it two stars for the (deliberate) use of art and philosophy to add some depth to this futile story. Otherwise one star is just fine.
Not sure what's the hype about, maybe misuse of the name Kafka. However, it's a subjective matter.
This is going to be my first and last book by Murakami.
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Tuesday, 10 September 2019
Review: The God of Small Things
The God of Small Things by Arundhati RoyMy rating: 5 of 5 stars
Borrowed from a library some time ago, due date to return it back approaching, I picked it up to read and managed reading it in a very short period. The credit goes to the live, amusing, witty and nostalgic prose of Roy.
This is a story of family told in different timelines. A family with a history of oddities, living in strange times and a place full of absurdities. Caught up in the east-west complexities, a gift of imperialism. Religion playing its important role as always, culture trying hard to stay in competition and politics trying to prove its own worth. All narrated beautifully. Interesting how the author plays with the words. Almost unique...
Interesting thing is the due date has already passed and I still haven't returned the book.
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Tuesday, 3 September 2019
Norah Jones - Don't Know Why
I don't know why I didn't come
I left you by the house of fun
I don't know why I didn't come
I don't know why I didn't come
I wished that I could fly away
Instead of kneeling in the sand
Catching teardrops in my hand
But you'll be on my mind
Forever
I would die in ecstasy
But I'll be a bag of bones
Driving down the road alone
Monday, 26 August 2019
Michelle Gurevich ~ Blue Eyes Unchanged
A girl of age ninety, eyes of blue
Peering out from a body changed too soon
I saw the girl so charming in her youth
Now just to get off this bus is a torturous fate
She'll slowly make the way back to her place
An apartment where no one awaits
The body aged
Blue eyes you are my last witnesses now
Blue eyes unchanged
The body aged
Blue eyes tell me what you wanted to be
When you grew up
On those summers as a child by the lake
Blue eyes saw love's first embrace
The boy down the road
I wonder if he's alive today
Thursday, 15 August 2019
Write till you drop!
In this article, Annie discusses the peculiar personality of a writer. How writer sees this world, personalize it and then try to write about it. How very writer has something to say or write which only seems interesting to him and the world seems to be blind about that particular thing, feeling, emotion etc. But it's not something easy, may bring the writer on verge of madness. Love makes it easier to bear. So, write with love and write till you drop dead!
Link to the article:
https://archive.nytimes.com/www.nytimes.com/books/99/03/28/specials/dillard-drop.html
Saturday, 10 August 2019
Book Review: Mah o Saal e Ashnai by Faiz Ahmed Faiz
One can disagree with his political views and inclinations; but it's impossible to doubt him as an artist. His poetry is just so beautiful that even if a poem contains the concepts that you don't agree with, you still cannot not love it. Because who can hate art after all, that too so serene, so amazing and so colorful as Faiz's.
This book "Mah o Saal e Ashnai" ( literal meanings "The months and years of acquaintance") is unique as it is a prose + poetry work by Faiz. In my opinion, for a better and enhanced understanding of someone's poetry, you must read his prose ( this is applicable only if you or the poet , both aren't a post modernist"). The rationale behind my opinion is that , it often becomes impossible to get complete hold of ideas, personality, inclinations, emotional status and a life theory ( if there is any) of a poet due to uncertain, abstract, kind of absurd and relative nature of poetry. But the prose, on other hand is very understandable, well concluded and explanatory, unless it is a symbolic or post modernist text which usually isn't the case with poets.
Well, I got a little distracted but I'm not writing an academic essay or a letter, right ? So, this book is a collection of memoirs, travelogues, meetings & interviews with a few literary giants of the time and a small portion of translated poems from various languages. The book is basically about Soviet Union, it's geographic locations and socialist states such as (Moscow, Tashkent, Samarkand & Bukhara, Uzbekistan, Kazakhstan, Dagestan, Siberia etc) . There's a focus on presenting a picture of the first modern socialist society of the world, the impacts of socialism on culture ( Arts , literature particularly), post-war scenario and other natural elements. It is a must-read for all Faiz lovers, rather all Urdu poetry and literature lovers, as this book is a priceless. Faiz has presented an astonishing and appealing overview of Soviet society, the interactions between a huge diversity of Languages (only Dagestan has more than 36 languages and respective literatures as well) and cultures ( From Uzbek to Siberian) , how they grow together and how they develop themselves.
The cultural observations made by Faiz, his unique humble style of writing, the way he tells about Tolstoy Gorki & Dostoevsky, the tortures of Czar russia, the blood-boiling moments of red revolution, the heart-wrenching tales of war, the imagery of snowy mountains and village life of a very undiscovered part of the world ; all of it together made me love this book. There were many moments when I just held the book closed in my hands and stared at the wall, re-imagining and creating cinematic pictures of it ( maybe it was because of my affiliation with Faiz but that doesn't make much difference).
Faiz travelled USSR as a literary figure, to attend various literary/cultural conferences and events , there he met the people who had influenced complete generations. I really felt jealous of faiz when I read about his meetings with those people, it's a very lucky thing .
Tuesday, 6 August 2019
Review: The Myth of Sisyphus
The Myth of Sisyphus by Albert CamusMy rating: 5 of 5 stars
Aims to answer one of the most important, haunting and thought provoking question of this life. The absurdity of life. Is life worth living, should we be part of this tormenting process of living through this never-ending absurdity where there are no answers, only unclear explanations, everyone trying their best to explain, knowing well at the same time that this is all vague. Is death a way out. If it is, should we wait for it or just commit suicide.
On the one side is this absurd and strange Life, which was given to us, if it was given, without ever consulting us about it. At least we should have been asked about our time and space preferences, but then would it have solved our problems or would it have opened a new Pandora's box. On the other side is Death, which is even more unclear. No one has lived death, no accounts available. Could it be an escape, at least it seems like one.
So where to search for answers of this existential crisis, if they exist somewhere. Camus makes an excellent try by exploring different forms of art, giving us hope in the end. But hope can a dangerous thing.
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Saturday, 3 August 2019
Review: The Stranger
The Stranger by Albert CamusMy rating: 5 of 5 stars
what I am interested in is how this stranger came to be
this is a strange story of a stranger, a stranger to this world, to himself, to even this strangeness... senseless, slumberous walk through the daily life, some like it, many get irritated by it, still considering him an interesting and wise person... these people are unaware... unaware of the Absurdity of life and everything...unaware or unable to accept.
this stranger finds some peace with his lover, a stranger even to her... he is a victim of this strange world with strange laws..... hoping to find something better in death
"Greetings full of hatred"
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Review: Death: Vintage Minis
Death: Vintage Minis by Julian BarnesMy rating: 5 of 5 stars
A close friend gave it to me a few days not telling me anything about it, now I realize he did a huge favour to me.
The most striking thing about this book is, ofcourse, the title. DEATH. The inevitable, 100% guaranteed phenomenon. Inescapable no matter what. What should be done about it. Should we give up on this life and be remorseful about the oblivion. Or the fear of oblivion to be precise... Why not just commit suicide and be done with it? Tough questions...
This short or mini book is worth reading for anyone struggling with the questions mentioned above. Especially writers, who suffer the most of it. There are some very interesting insights about the process of writing and about writers. Looking forward to read other works from this brilliant author.
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Wednesday, 3 July 2019
Reading and Writing
Monday, 1 July 2019
An Advice to Myself
While he is thinking, the door behind him opens with a click. He turns and there is a child, his son or daughter. Maybe, something is wrong here. Now the child has covered the distance between them, only the physical distance as it appears.The child is standing beside him now, gazing at him curiously. The child asks, "What are you doing?". He is still confused about the child but replies, "I am....thinking...". The child asks, " What are you thinking?". He realizes that he is being thrown into a swamp. He replies, "I am thinking about... life.." trying to be honest. The child still not satisfied, asks, "What is life?". Now he is almost cursing himself, also the days he used to think that a child's curiosity is a good thing to have. He tries to answer, "Life is..interesting.. what can I say..its different for different people.. depends on the perspective like for me being a writer" is he a writer? He asks himself and continues " like for me being a writer its writing. Writing is life for me" He completed the answer not without letting out a gasp. The child is now looking at him skeptically. Finally after a long silence he says, " Then why are you thinking?"
He wakes up, there is the dot, the pen, table and everything but no child. Just his last words are still ringing in his ears. "Then why are you thinking?". "Why are you thinking?"..... There is a smile is on his face and he picks up the pen and stops thinking, starts writing. Finally...
Friday, 21 June 2019
Some thoughts... on Music
Maybe I actually belong to 2000s, maybe childhood and some succeeding years have a great influential importance in one's life but that was the best decade of Pakistani music, at least for me. And even for many other things throughout the world. Things have changed, people have changed, their habits have changed, screens have increased and they are considered a good thing. I say throw them away and let's go back to the times of Walkman and other such stuff. Pakistani music had a decency, it had a uniqueness. People were not trying fusion and other such stupidities. I remember it was 2005 when we had our first computer. Nawaz, my elder brother brought speakers from somewhere, those small speakers, I still remember their size. Tiny box like pair of speakers, dull white color. He asked me to follow him urgently and told me to just wait and see. Those were good times. He opened Winamp player and guess the first song he played. Ab to Aadat si ha mujko... In the hindsight, it was quite low quality sound, but at that time it was such a great moment. We were both so happy, life was simple. Things have changed, everywhere.
One day when I meet Atif Aslam, I will just ask him, Where is that artist who created JalPari...
Here's a link to one of my favorite album, Jalpari by Atif Aslam:
https://drive.google.com/drive/u/0/folders/1x6UUCe75Nj4vDxDZQ2XT0D9NPphLhIrE
Recently I ordered headphones from Amazon and this has been one of my best decisions ever. The quality is amazing. The headphones are:
https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B072MKR1BC/ref=ppx_od_dt_b_asin_title_s00?ie=UTF8&psc=1
When an album like Jalpari be out again. Maybe never. It was a combination of so many things, that were only possible at that specific time. Oh Nostalgia....
Monday, 17 June 2019
Review: The Grapes of Wrath
The Grapes of Wrath by John SteinbeckMy rating: 5 of 5 stars
"women and children knew deep in themselves that no misfortune was too great to bear if their men work whole"
Once in a while you come across a book which shakes you, wakes you and makes you (or breaks you). It makes you want to dig those deep buried beliefs which you have shunned away long ago in your struggle to be compatible with norms of the society. There are some books which ask the same questions as you ask. There are books which even give you answers to those questions. There are books which give you even more questions to think about and grow more. There are quite a few classical works which have no match in their concepts and ideas. This book has the capacity to provide all above to a reader.
As a classical work, this book has all the qualities a reader may expect. Novelty, art, uniqueness, ideas, resonance, a great story, humor etc. This is a book about survival and struggle of the oppressed and poor, narrated and described (too descriptive at times) in a beautiful manner. So there's this family and this family has a small piece of land. That land is taken from them. They had respect. It is taken away. They were a family. It is taken away in bits and pieces as well. They still survive, maintain their dignity, not giving up the richness in their hearts. This family is forced to migrate to a new land with high hopes of happiness and prosperity but they soon find out otherwise. There is no shortage of ignorant, selfish, ruthless, insecure, dumb and numb people, no specific place for them, they can be found anywhere, specially at the least expected places. But this family survives... Interestingly, that's just one perspective. What if one looks at things from the perspective of native Americans. A strange loop indeed.
"they had not grown up in paradoxes of industry"
One of the good things about this book is the ideas which are relevant even today. The amount of lies we share, buy and sell with utmost confidence makes us one of the most strange generations ever. We call ourselves natural species yet we destroy the nature at an unnerving rate and try to keep ourselves as far away from it as one can. Our education systems are nothing more than numbing and debt machines. Huge corporations, having even more power than a state, are new and advanced methods of slavery. Women objectification is at its highest level. All these developed countries pinching others on women freedom are the biggest hubs of pornography. Companies, following practices of sound business, playing with us at subconscious level promoting consumerism, willing to anything for profits. Our eating habits have changed, thanks to all these chemical laden fast food chains. Capitalism. Democracy. Are these systems working. Maybe for the few selfish people...
"not knowing these things are results not causes"
If our systems are working for humanity, why there is so much disturbance, death and violence in the world today. Why people are willing to go lengths to fight these systems. These movements are results not causes...
You don't need to be a Luddite to realize the stupidity these machines are giving us or the stupids they are making out of us. It all started with Industrial revolution but it has advanced unlike anything else in human history. Few people did realize the change and all the seemingly glad tidings it was about to bring. They warned us from time to time but who cares, we want maximum production, maximum profits, bigger empty houses etc. Now we sit comfortably in front of screens... watching 10 dead, 100 dead, 1000 dead trying hard to feel bad. Fighting digital wars of never ending gossips and debates. We try to convey emotions from something which has no heart, no concept of emotion... and we are stupid enough to rely on the emotions received as response from these screens. Screens and screens everywhere, its like you can't escape them now. But there always a choice. We are all part of this.
"owners with rolled-up sleeves. Slaves, neat, deadly, small intent eyes watching for weaknesses."
Civilization has become the biggest joke ever. All these civilized people working in their offices carrying our practices of sound business and then unable to sleep during the night. Finding resort in drugs and whatnot. Numbing themselves to sleep and then next day same routine. Human beings being measured in numbers, struggling constantly to get their scale or graph in a better shape. Need that raise and promotion and everything i can get my hands on. But why need that raise, to buy more and more stuff or go there... where exactly are we running. What's the end result? Working hard towards optimization. Everybody needs perfect people with perfect scores with perfect skills. We need to stop and think, just relax and think this through. We used to be people of creativity and art, now we are trying to imitate machines and trying to make machines which may imitate us.
Oppression is nothing new but the techniques have improved dramatically. New tyrants not learning from the lessons of history because most people don't even read history the way it should be read, they are busy holding their stuff tight and counting money in their pockets and banks. Banks, one of the biggest organizations ever, making money over money and doing no real work, just following the practices of sound business. Let people rot if they rot, we make sure there is handsome interest coming. And they are so dumb and happy about it sitting in their air conditioned offices smiling their fake smiles, typing and... Who is responsible for all this? How did we end up here? One can just go on and on...
Naturally, there are glimpses of hope which let people like me survive this paradoxical and strange place(or this era). Just like shining stars in the darkness of cosmos, there are glimpses...
In 2003, in the city of Bahawalpur, Pakistan, the government allotted a huge piece of land to a Brig. Bashir which included less than one acre already allocated to a farmer named Abdul Karim. Karim resisted this allocation of land and a case was put forward in High Court by Brig. Bashir who had the confidence from the local governing bodies as well that land belonged to him. Ironically, the verdict turned out to be against him.
(An excerpt from Military Inc by Ayesha Siddiqa)
In the historic Abdul Karim Supreme Court judgment passed in September 2003, the judges repeated the following quotation from John Steinbeck's The Grapes of Wrath and cautioned against accumulation of property in the hands of a few:
And the great owners, who must lose their land in an upheaval, the great owners with access to history, with eyes to read history and to know the great fact: when property accumulates in too few hands, it is taken away. And that companion fact: when a majority of people are hungry and cold they will take by force what they need. And the little screaming fact that sounds through all history: repression works only to strengthen and knit the repressed. The great owners ignored the three cries of history. The land fell into fewer hands, the number of the dispossessed increased, and every effort of the great owners was directed at repression. The money was spent for arms, for gas to protect the great holdings, and spies were sent to catch the murmuring of revolt so that it might be stamped out. The changing economy was ignored, plans for the change ignored; and only means to destroy revolt were considered, while the causes of revolt went on.
"in the souls of people the grapes of wrath are filling and growing heavy, growing heavy for the vintage"
I will miss the time when I was reading this book. Have learned and realized so much. I will miss the Joad family...
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Monday, 27 May 2019
Review: A Season for Martyrs
A Season for Martyrs by Bina ShahMy rating: 3 of 5 stars
Author's understanding of crises haunting the paradoxical society of Pakistan is commendable. She is practical, straight-forward and funny when discussing these issues, not easy for a women in this country. I had some knowledge of her involvement in Feminist movement within Pakistan but somehow I underestimated her and her abilities in literature. So, all was well until author's support/inclination for a personality, faction or a party beyond an appropriate level starts to surface. Hence the three stars.
Author liked Benazir Bhutto. I get it. She was the first female prime Minister, a symbol of women struggle throughout the world. She wanted to follow her father. You liked her father. I get that as well although I am pretty sure back in 1965, it wasn't Bhutto who finalized the deal with Russia at Tashkent(as mentioned in the book). Bhutto was completely against it and that's when the rifts between Ayub and Bhutto started which became the motivation for Pakistan People's Party. Having said above there are no issues if author support anyone or any party but why use them in such a way. PPP has had a share of looting in this country. And a big chunk thanks to Zardari.
The book also depicts the lives of some famous personalities in the history of Sindh. How some intelligent Sindhi tried to stop the annexation of Sindh by imperialist British. There are some fictionalized diary entries which showed the level of 'Apartheid' state British were trying to build in sub-continent using all the Machiavellian techniques and the level atrocities which were unraveled upon the native people. Some glimpses on the lives of Khizr, G.M. Syed, Bhitai the Sufi poet etc. are given which actually add beauty to the book. The author's love for the beautiful and mystified province of Sindh is quite apparent.
"But if the West has done so much to make things bad for ordinary Pakistanis, why were they all so eager to abandon Pakistan and take up residence in Western countries?"
Main character is Ali, a young man facing the typical complexities of being a youth in Pakistan. Tough life, tough bosses, religion and high expectations. He takes a job to support his family, a job which he doesn't like very much and is getting fed up day by day living through the harsh conditions of daily life in Karachi (street crime is a specialty in this city). He finds a girlfriend, who is a Hindu, another problem added to the already full bucket. And then there is rising tensions, suicide bombings, people struggling for power. Year is 2007, a dictator not letting go and civilians doing everything to make him go. A major factor, America, is perplexed. On the one side there is Musharraf's help in War on Terror and on the other side are America's morals of supporting democracy which they have been selling the whole world for a long time. Ali, hopeless on the outside, is now struggling inside...
The decade of 2000s is quite important in the Pakistani history. It was like a mathematician function. We entered under dictatorship, came out as democracy (Not happening for the first time though, only 40 years in the 70 years since the independence!). The role of media has changed dramatically. It is utilized as a weapon now by the 'powerful' and interesting parties. Something Noam Chomsky told us in 80s but Pakistan has always been slow to pick up with rest of the world. Army has moved from government to governance.
Two major events of the above mentioned decade were '2005 earthquake' and '2007 Benazir Bhutto assassination'. On the day of Earthquake, I was taking haircut and suddenly everything starts to vibrate. My only worry was that this stupid barber might make a wrong cut on my hair and then take that as an excuse to give me a head-shave just like last time because the cut bestowed by him will look very very odd. Luckily, the barber stopped and by now vibration had increased even more. Soon we realized what was happening and we were running outside barefoot, we were in Lahore and there was no considerable damage but up North, it was a big disaster. Pakistanis were united in their help for the victims, even the Taliban, about whom government was doubtful whether they are good or bad, joined the struggle working alongside international NGOs. The unity and brotherhood was quite visible at that time which suddenly eroded away. The year 2007 played a major role in tha erosion. Government vs. Supreme Court.
"wishing he could tell the police that there were dangerous criminals being harbored inside City24 building, longing to call up the American consulate and say Kazim Mazhar knew where Osama bin Laden was hiding."
You will often find Pakistanis indulged in debates rather than actually doing something. And you will frequently find within that debate there is America, Israel and India. Somehow these countries have managed to do every bad thing in Pakistan. They might not have been able to hack Pakistan but they surely have hacked the minds of Pakistanis quite efficiently(America with Hollywood, India with Bollywood, Israel utilizing other means). Still people are trying hard to get an American visa. They study hard, stay out of bad habits, try not to be too religious and whatnot just so that they can have a better chance at American visa. But why? I can go on all day.
"everyone thought they knew what was good for the people of this country: a nuclear bomb; or Islamic law; or to join the War on Terror, because if they didn't, Pakistan would get bombed into the Stone Age"
Discussions, gossips, eating may be counted as the favorite hobbies of Pakistanis. Work might be the last priority even though we hang pictures of M A Jinnah in various places and who said, 'work, work and work'. Every Pakistani seems to have a pretty fair idea of every issue, thanks to never ending gossip. Everyone knows what exactly is right even if logic says its wrong. Musharraf justifies War on Terror with Bush, telling him we bomb Pakistan to stone age, after 9/11. Musharraf might be telling the truth because you can expect such things from the not-so-intelligent Bush. He just cared for Oil and Pakistan had none. So better go to Stone Age and start making or contributing as fossil...
"Ali murmured along with everyone else, wondering which fact was more depressing: that these rights had been snatched from them or that he didn't even known he possessed them in the first place."
"They didn't question him, either; Ali could see that they were frightening by the way he could draw shutters down and keep them out of his private world."
Every youth in Pakistan passes through some typical phases in his life. His parents want a safe and secure job, he want most beautiful most pious girlfriend. Big conflict there. He goes through a corrupt education system which teaches him how to be numb in a sophisticated way. Some stupid people like myself try to shake that numbness and become a source of bullies and laughter. It's so fun to be a Pakistani...
"He had never been to school, could not understand the grand designs of the men who wanted to rule the country."
We lost East Pakistan in 1971 which became Bangladesh. They have a literacy rate of almost 100 and Pakistan is struggling near 50. Who is to blame? Book-reading is considered something deviant. Some have been lucky to have parents who felt the importance of education during theri lives. They worked hard on their children, made them study course books, speaking for myself as soon as I was having a good job I bid my farewell to course books. Now my mother sometimes tell me to not read so many books, at times feeling that she might not have put enough effort in my formal education...
"No matter how macho everyone pretended to be in Pakistan, even the biggest muscle-bound buffoon was frightened of being taken to police thana."
Pakistan is a unique country to have variable laws. Laws are dependent upon your status, links, what you can offer etc. Those who have nothing much of the above end up in the hands of law enforcement agencies and receive beatings and punishment, even the share of the ones who have everything above. Interesting country!
"The country and its people were a whore to be used voilently and greedily until the users were spent and exhausted and could grab and take no more."
Coming back to the book, it was quite a good effort. Somewhere in between a connection was missing though. Maybe reading it after The Goldfinch has affected my judgement...
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Friday, 24 May 2019
whatever I try to say, my words deceive me
A. R. Rehman has a class in the music industry. He is one of his kind. The fusion which he creates by combining all these different genres...
I can watch Rockstar again and again and will never get tired of it. It is a masterpiece. Artful. Powerful plot with a classy music. Part of the reason for my admiration of the movie is my own dream to take a flight away from this and don't care what they think or what they call me. It is my bloody life. I want to live it my in my style. Rather than showing conformation and normalization I I want to show my uniqueness and diversity as the world is. We are all unique and diverse. The song 'Jo Bhi Main' catches my special attention.
The song has a great composition no doubt. But the lyrics are so mindful. So thought provoking. At least for me.
Review: The Goldfinch
The Goldfinch by Donna TarttMy rating: 4 of 5 stars
''And there was something festive and happy about the two of us, hurrying up the steps beneath the flimsy candy-stripped umbrella, quick quick quick, for all the world as if we were escaping something terrible instead of running right into it."
The cover was interesting enough to pick up the book. Picture of a bird or a goldfinch as the reader finds out while reading. The beginning was like taking a dive into deep calm sea. Smooth and refreshing. A life-changing experience of a few hours described in great lengths, just what it deserved. The author uses her power of wit, analogies and lengthy description throughout the book. And she does it so smoothly the reader won't notice how many pages have been turned already.
So the story begins with Theo, a teenager, being faced with a tragic loss in life. Something we all experience except the lucky ones. He finds himself homeless and hopeless but life has its own ways of being moving forward. Infinite possibilities and one is selected. For Theo a painting, The Goldfinch is chosen by the author around which Theo's whole life revolves. Reader is already gripped.
"I was silent. Andy, I knew, was loyal. I trusted him. I valued his opinion, and yet his conversation sometimes made me feel as though I was talking to one of those computer programs that mimic human response."
For sometime Theo stays at Barbours' while being still in grief over his loss. Then one day someone shows up and he has to move faraway from home. There, faraway in the almost deserted neighborhood, he meets Boris. A special character in the book. They end up being loyal and corrupt friends. But then Theo has to move again after an incident. He returns back home, not with Boris but with a terrier.
"Yet it still felt like the last night in out old apartment on Seventh Avenue, my mother and father and I sitting atop cardboard boxes to eat our Chinese take out dinner."
He returns home with a apparently well kept secret as well. The author's power of story telling makes this seemingly dull plot quite amusing and interesting. Not knowing where to go Theo knocks at Hobie's. Then he tries to enter into some formal education system but ends up becoming an apprentice to Hobie who deals with all sorts of antique stuff. How Theo and Hobie are acquainted?
"No, seriously, " I said, laughing, raising up to my elbows. "Did you really believe in all that?"
"All what?"
"You know. Allah and Muhammad. 'There is no God but God'--?"
"No," he said, a bit angrily, "my Islam was a political thing,"
Time moves fast as it always does. And all this time Theo has no idea where Boris is or what he is up to. He hasn't met Barbours' due to a reason. Eventually his paths cross with both and story begins to pace up. More than 500 pages already gone.
''Likely you will end up in jail, Potter. Loose morals, slave to the economy. Very bad citizen, you"
Boris tells him a secret and Theo's old secret was not a secret anymore which Boris didn't know that Theo didn't know. Now Boris feels sorry and wants to payback by all means. For Theo the painting has become...He wants it back more than Boris.
"There were classes where you built solar panels and had seminars with Nobel-winning economists, and classes where all you did was listen to Tupac records or watch old episodes of Twin Peaks."
"Casual, but with unease of a parent wondering if an erratic teenager is really going to be okay taking the car out."
Then there is Pippa, Theo's unattainable and teenage love. Sad. Theo's thoughts and expressions around her are described in such a beautiful manner. Why not just let them be together. But somethings are meant to remain like this.
"Kitsey was far from stupid. Not only had she arranged for the marriage that would most please her mother; she was sleeping with the person she really loved"
There is Kitsey as well to whom Theo's is getting married. Four stars and not five stars just because of the plot. It could have been more powerful. Four stars given for the author's prolonged yet powerful style of narration.
"And I'm hoping there's some larger truth about the suffering here, or at least my understanding of it -- although I've come to realize that the only truths that matter to me are the ones I don't, and can't, understand."
And just when you are about to reach the bottom, you find yourself searching for one while there is none available. Lessons and realities of life hit you instead. More than 800 pages gone. The book is finished.
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Sunday, 5 May 2019
Review: Frankenstein
Frankenstein by Mary Wollstonecraft ShelleyMy rating: 4 of 5 stars
Snowcapped mountains, beautiful scenery, a view of Mont blanc, a happy and thriving family, honest and caring friends, a comfortable house and fairly rich owners. What more a person can wish or desire for happiness and comfort. How life or nature has its ways of snatching away all happiness and putting it's best creature to perils and torments. Is misery the real destination of man or is it the man himself who creates misery by searching or craving for powers too strong and ultimately ravaging for him. Do these questions have answers. Is our understanding of human life is overrated or overestimated. Has history been able to provide us with some answers or some analogies to refer...
Yet we try and we try to understand, to reach and test the limits thinking we have no limits ourselves. We promote it and where it has lead us and where it is leading us. This book is a story of one such try.
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Saturday, 4 May 2019
Review: Portraits From Memory and Other Essays
Portraits From Memory and Other Essays by Bertrand RussellMy rating: 5 of 5 stars
First how i came across this book. I see Tolstoy's hand of Prudence in that matter.
One day as I scrolled down in one of my google searches , I found an article about 'an antique bookshop in Lahore' my home city. Caught my attention immediately. I read the article, then i read some more about the store online, called the proprietor, and finally made up my mind to visit as early as possible.The next day I was standing in front of the shop. Looked like some deserted shop from the 70s. At the facade was a stall full of Urdu digests and children books so I had to enter from a narrow path left. As I entered, I realized there was actually a shop behind the shop. I was looking for the second shop. As soon I was in the indie antique shop it was just a beautiful and wonderful feeling to be around all those old books patiently waiting to be read and share words of the wise. I started my visit from the fiction section, moved on to philosophy and obviously things got interesting. There I came across this book lying on the shelf full of dust fighting the wear and tear of time. I picked it up remove the dust and read some here and there and then decided to come back to it. When I came back to this book after visiting all the sections, I had selected five books for final selection. I had in my mind to buy two books because they just keep piling on. I spent more time selecting two books out of five than I had spent on selecting five out of the whole shop because its just hard to put them off. In the end I just followed my intuition and decided to buy this book and another book on Second World War. I'm getting off track...
Although the beginning was not very interesting for me but Russel has such a good sense of humor and i don't know from where he gets his super-examples that i couldn't put this book away. The first essays are autobiographical, then comes the essay about growing old, then an essay on eightieth birthday followed by essays on other important writer of his time. In the last there are twelve essays bearing the power to change people's life. He covers most important yet less understood aspects of life i.e. happiness, peace, wisdom, thinking etc. Russel had a clear understanding of problems faced by humanity and I found him very passionate in trying to eradicate those problems. How humanity is suffering, why humanity is suffering and how to overcome this suffering. Since Russel's time some things have improved and many things have become worse. It wouldn't have surprised him though.
This book is very much compatible even today i.e it has no time stamp philosophically. But I am afraid most people don't read books like these anymore. Still being an optimist, I strongly recommend this book to every living soul and especially to the leaders of this world.
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Saturday, 20 April 2019
Spiral Flow
Monday, 15 April 2019
Review: Born to be Hanged: Political Biography of Zulfikar Ali Bhutto
Born to be Hanged: Political Biography of Zulfikar Ali Bhutto by Syeda Saiyidain HameedMy rating: 4 of 5 stars
There was a teacher in my school. He was an Urdu teaching professor name i don't remember now. But there is one incident i cant seem to forget about him. Actually there are two incidents but the other one i don't want to discuss:D
Once during the class somehow the name Bhutto came up. I had heard the name before. The professor went into a sort of silent and nostalgic trance and started saying, "Bhutto sahab great admi the"(Bhutto was a great person). I only remember this line fully which he repeated again and again. He also used to praise and admire Bhutto greatly. I never understood the reason until I read this book although the reason for professor's such level of admiration I will never understand. Now i would say, "Bhutto sahab waqai great admi the"(Bhutto was really a great person). The thing is the school where I used to study and he used to teach was run by the Army.
I wrote somewhere that Pakistan has been out of luck with respect to leaders after Jinnah. But Bhutto had the qualities and energy of a great leader but he proved out to be too good and ultimately bad for himself. His speeches are resonant with those of great leaders. A result of his excellent academic career and his natural persona. He was gifted with something.
But he was just a human just like all of us. He made mistakes, listened and prioritized the wrong people and the level at which he was sitting those mistakes are a recipe for disaster which ultimately was the result. He left his original flock for the better but disguised pack of wolves. Petty power politics is what got him in the end. That is why I hate politics. People ready to put everything on stake for some temporary power. Even their family, friends and followers.
Nowadays I hear PPP stalwarts chanting "Bhutto zinda hai". I wouldn't agree. My friends that Bhutto is long gone. His principles have left this country. Nowhere to be seen is a man of such standards. And you all are too busy on Social Media to be or to do even a tiny fraction of what a man he was and what he was capable of doing. Then there is this stupid media spreading continuous stupidity, lies, deceit and interests all over the planet.
Pakistani politics has always been a conundrum to me. As I am reading more and more on the topic things are getting clear. It has always been a struggle for seat. Bhutto was the right person in the right country at the right time. There was a vacuum left by the 1971 defeat and Bhutto was there to fill it. There was no one else. He was born with a golden spoon, a Wadera or feudal. Pakistan has never been able to get rid of its feudal system. He received top class education. While most of Pakistanis were illiterate and couldn't even write their name on their own. Sometimes he must have had tough time with his identity, East or West. I think in the end it was just a mixture. He was also childish which proved good and bad for him. What's important is he had nothing special except a natural gift which I am sure many must have today as well. But still we lack such a personality in our country.
In the end Bhutto was source of his own destruction. He knew that. He never asked much for forgiveness during court proceedings or the judicial murder proceedings. He had some reservations about the proceedings especially the personalities involved. People also say that he never expected such result in the end and whatnot.
Highly recommended book. The author has done a great job.
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Sunday, 14 April 2019
Birds outside my room
It is a question to all of us. Whose fault it is that I cant sleep at that time. Should I close my door but then i would miss the breeze coming in. Should I live away from the trees and birds. But trees outside my room are a source of comfort, beauty, shade and inspiration. They also make oxygen. Maybe then I should try to fly away the birds using some mechanism like stone-throwing. But I have no more right than they have on this earth. So what shoul be done. What's the issue. Who's at fault.
Saturday, 13 April 2019
'US': a try to do something
In the beginning, even before the credits there was mention of abundance of tunnels and underground abandon structures throughout the America. Maybe the writer is trying to raise awareness about this issue. I wonder what will be the solution. Or what could happen. Some species are somehow growing underground and they are eventually going to show up and kill all of Americans. One more possublitui could be that writer is trying to show his fondness for hip hop music and he had no idea about filmmaking...
Another possibility could be that witer is trying to show how brave can people be as a family. While doubt that he couldn't avoid
Friday, 5 April 2019
Review: Military Inc.: Inside Pakistan's Military Economy
Military Inc.: Inside Pakistan's Military Economy by Ayesha SiddiqaMy rating: 4 of 5 stars
The last line of the 2017 edition epilogue is "The soft martial law is here to stay". I couldn't agree more.
In terms of a good leader, Pakistan has been out of luck after Jinnah. Founding father wanted a moderate, liberal and progressive country for Muslims of sub-continent and also for minorities as well. But that didn't suit us. We, the authoritarian and feudal type illiterate and ignorant people, couldn't stand any of those principles. That's exactly what happened after Jinnah, just stay with me. Jinnah left us in 1948 when Pakistan was just one year old. An infant soon to be spoiled and exploited by every thug and lout whether in uniform or not but that comes later. Oh my country I feel sorry for you and all the people who sacrificed for you. So the so-called civilian leaders/bureaucrats started a power struggle and in between forgot to make a constitution till 1956. Just some lousy 1949 resolution based on 1935. They couldn't even decide who was to lead so there were six prime ministers from 1951-1957 and then the martial law was imposed. While the public just watched in awe what was happening still having faith in their great country for which they fought and struggled so hard. But they are just public who cares about them. Only the elite. Iskander Mirza, the then President who imposed Martial Law, hoped that his friend General Ayub will stand by him and together they will lead the country with one string each. Either he was so stupid that he didn't understand what attraction the 'power' has or more stupid to trust on such a friend. And then the General threw the friend out of the club and took over the country. Now military started building institutional strength and systematic importance in the country. Stint in Kashmir in 1965 which led to a war but we didn't stop there. We did same in 1999 but that comes later.
From its inception, Pak Army has managed to sell the rhetoric of 'A National Savior' in external and internal matters. Now there was political vacuum provided by incompetency of politicians cum bureaucrats after Jinnah's demise and Army was there to save the country but not to serve the country rather to serve itself. Gen Ayub did introduce some famous land reforms but they were just a sham. How could he anger the power land feudal class by introducing land reforms which were introduced in India in 50s. I wouldn't if I wanted to stay in power. So they say"but if you want to test a man's character, give him power" dont know whether it is relevant or not but who cares.
So after the war General became Field Marshal and president. I forgot to mention 1962 presidential constitution as the 1956 one was cancelled or whatever in 1958. So now the president field marshal has everything except control over fate and time. Both are strange and funny. At that time 22 families owned a huge chunk of country assets lets say 70%. The economy was growing so was the inequality and then there were some custom officials' mishandling of the students which led to protests and death of one student. Army had to save its face by changing the facade. Finally Ayub Khan left office and also left Yahya Khan in the office who was famous for interesting things. Up till now Fauji Foundation, AWT and FWO were already up and running. Military was gaining strength politically and economically. Hopes were high for good things to come for some. Then 1971 came with a lot of action. General Elections were held and Awami League won which was unacceptable for West Pakistani leaders especially Ayub Khan's protege Zulfiqar Ali Bhutto. He lobbied for no power transfer to Mujib-ur-Rehman, leader of Awami League. The General Assembly session to be held in Dhaka kept on getting delayed. People in East Pakistan, already aware of their lowly treatment by West Pakistanis, started coming on streets demandinig for independence if not for transfer of power. Yahya ordered army to strike and things go messy which made the EPs even stronger. India took advantage of the situation and our great Army had to surrender with 90000 military personnel. Bad time for Army. Bad time for Pakistan as it losts it Eastern Wing.
Finally it was realized that it was better to transfer the power to civilian government. Zulfiqar Bhutto's hunger for power was satisfied.New constitution came in 1973 which has survived till now with 25 amendments. He started a populist movement with 'roti kapra and makaan' as its slogan. Poor people liked him for his socialist thought. He nationalized all the great companies. Making people unhappy. Tried to bring military under civilian government. Making more people, now in uniform, unhappy. The time was relatively better for development of democracy but who wants that. So in 1977 Gen Zia declared Martial Law and put a stop to Bhutto and his politics and ultimately his life. The same year Shaheen Foundation was also established by PAF being not satisfied by the Fauji Foundation. Bahria Foundation was established in 1982. Both were established under Charitable Endowment Act 1890 which makes them free from any accountability. So the MILBUS was flourishing. Also after the completion of Korakoram Highway in 1979, FWO remained, to be used in case of emergency. National Logistics Cell was established in 1978. Not going in detail about all these organizations. It would be better to read the book as the author has done excellent research especially looking at the power of the organizations. No wonder she is called traitor. The so-called traitors. Author needs not to worry as she has joined an elite intellectual club of people who speak against authority and suffer just for the betterment of the society. History is full of examples.
So coming back to Zia. It was a time of so called Jihad we were fighting on behalf of Americans who were showering money and wepons on us in response. The dictator utilized the Afghan War fully for his political advantage. Mullahs and their parties were standing with him and so were the Americans who are supposed to promote democracy at all times. Eighth Amendment was passed in 1985 which gave the President unilateral power to dissolve the National Assembly. Zia died in mysterious air crash in 1988. He couldn't use the power of aforementioned amendment when it became very popular in 90s.
Zia gave birth to PML(N) and MQM to counter PPP. Military was infiltrating in all parts of the state. Zia's successor Gen Aslam Beg decided to let the civilians run the show for now. The next ten years was clown show resulting from the power Military had gained and the eighth amendment. First came PPP in 88, then PML (N) in 91, then PPP again in 93, then again PML (N) in 96 and then again dictatorship in 99. Great. Back to where started.
1999 was a tough year due to Kargil issue. Nawaz Sharif was angry at Gen Musharraf, then COAS, for not letting him in on Kargil Plan. He wanted to appoint a new chief. Actually he had appointed once Musharraf was away on a visit in Sri Lanka. So coup was what happened in the end. You can read the whole story at many places.
So military in power again. This time they will make sure that they have a say in strategic and important decisions if they ever want to hand over the govt back to civilians. Musharraf started NAB to counter politicians not corruption. He established National Security Committee which was a very big achievement. He did a rigged referendum in 02 for presidency. He also remained COAS. He had the support from America who are supposed to support democracy at all times. Actually it was due to War on Terror launched in Afghanistan after 9/11. America needed help of Musharraf just like during Zia tenure. Musharraf also tried to solve the Kashmir with Indians by going out of the way which must have given him a bad name among the military. Musharraf also gave freedom to Media which will turn sour for him and later very sweet for Army. By the end of his tenure, military was into every part of the government. Also people including journalists started disappearing during Musharraf's time for various reasons. In 2007, after lawyers protest on his decision to remove the Chief Justice, Musharraf had to step aside. It took a lot of convincing to make him step aside. The epilogue of the book under subject gives a very interesting account of his tenure. One more thing, he also promoted MQM which later Army had to crush through a Rangers operation. Till the next time.
From here Army decided to stop being in government and start governance. Psychological warfare has proved to be a friend of Army. Use of media and social media by ISPR, ISI etc. The sudden disappearance of journalists and other people who speak up is a result of such governance. It is quite clear in Pakistan if you have the eyes and will to see. Military is hailed as savior, respectful and honest profession. Yes if they stay to profession maybe. Many issues are never discussed on media which might give a bad image of military. Like the land grabbing from poor people at numerous places. Military controls the narrative.
Military is a sacred profession entrusted with the task of defending the country when threatened. But when the military is used by individuals for nefarious agendas, military will become a predatory institution. Military being the savior of poor people, who see military with most respect, becomes their oppressor. The author has put forward a daring work. I see many people even the military personnel realizing the consequences of MILBUS as well. Highly recommended book for people of Pakistan especially military personnel. And finally I would like to thank the author for enlightening us.
This was my first such a lengthy review. I have not done editing so just bear with it
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Thursday, 28 March 2019
Random Thoughts #1
I have decided to start a series which will not have any title. Just random thoughts and nothing else. No goals. No achievements. No more pulling of hairs about what to write on this topic.
What is happiness. I am speaking in philosophical terms. Not about one of those DIY guides on how to be happy. Is happiness really even achievable. If you had asked this question from Allama Iqbal. I'm sure he would have said no. According to him happiness is in the eternal life with the Creator.
Is happiness a state or an end. I mean somewhere it is written that ...
I read science. Only sometimes
From time to time I read something on science and technology over the internet. Mostly I read about advancements in the field of Quantum Computation which is my favourite topic if I ever get into computer science. I don't really see that happening. Just like people didn't see the gravitational waves from the very very very old black holes ever being found. Because they believed black holes didn't exist. You know why they are old and new at the same time. So coming back to not seeing myself in the field of CS ever. The thing is we have one life and there is already too much on an average person's plate. The things that are to be done. Or atleast most people do. What ? I don't even understand what I'm saying.
I think gravitational waves was more interesting that getting into this personal stuff. The reason I started writing this post was to publish a link to an article I read today on New Yorker which keeps bugging me that i am about to reach my limit of free articles for the month. But don't stop until you exhaust them. The article was a quick journey through the discovery of Gravitational waves from the deep space. I'm not sure that's the right word for it. It is a journey of believe. People put so much at stake just because they believe in something. Belief is a powerful thing. Just like Mahira Khan said in the guest speech at Agha Khan University. Wait from where did she come here. Wait. Okay lets not wait anymore.
So here's the link
https://www.newyorker.com/tech/annals-of-technology/gravitational-waves-exist-heres-how-scientists-finally-found-them
Wow. I cant make it a link on this app for blogger. Old copy paste will work. One more thing I really feel sorry for the people mentioned in the article who analyze a discovery of gravitational waves in the facility for six months only to find in the end they were a 'fake' planted by a check team. They were also going to publish a research paper and whatnot. Sad and cruel. These things happen whenever something big is underway. Something big. How can you call this something big. What's the use of all these discoveries. It's good to ask questions
Tuesday, 19 March 2019
NEA Big Read: Meet Ray Bradbury
I have never heard love of books and libraries told in such a beautiful and innocent form. Also a addition is how he found a writer in himself. From where he got ideas for his books. And how he wrote those fantastic books. In short this video is a gem for a person who loves books. Aspiring writers can learn a lot too.
Twin Peaks, Oddballs and me
Sometime while watching the TV series I realized that my favourite genre of TV series or movies is mystery. Who would be better at mystery than detective type dark mystery thrillers. Back then my favourite TV season had been True Detective. Season 1 is a masterpiece with a splendid character Rustin Cole. Also it was an entry for Alexandra Dadario who has caught sight of many since then.
Then there is the theme song 'Falling' by Julee Cruise. In an interview David Lynch, the director of the series and who also acted in the series as well, mentioned that theme should move with the picture. I have never seen such a combination of theme with the screen. It is nearly perfect. As nothing is perfect.
Thursday, 7 March 2019
Review: پیر کامل
پیر کامل by Umera AhmedMy rating: 5 of 5 stars
No doubt the reviews about this book are highly exaggerated portraying this book like some kind of a classical masterpiece which is beyond any ratings. However, the book is very well written and provides a sound understanding of some religious and philosophical concepts. The beauty of this book lies in answering the basic questions of life that are What is our purpose of living or What is important in life and what is not? Explained in very simple and fictitious form.
The way Salar passes through various stages of life is a mirror to every human beings transformation and lost chances of transformation throughout of his life. In the beginning he is shown to be pursuing a hedonistic lifestyle and slowly comes to realize that life is larger than this. This concept has never been more important than today. So much abundance and advancement in pleasure seeking methods that it is very hard to get out of the "gutter". But once in a blue moon every one is given a chance to wake up to reality and then a choice is to be made.
One thing which is often ignored about this book is its religious/sectarian aspect. I mean whoever told me about this never mentioned this except one person who just mentioned it in a cursory way. I found this to be very strange that author is clearly portraying one group of people as non-Muslims as somehow promoting some hidden agenda. Although I am doubtful about the agenda thing. I think no Muslim is in position to judge and declare anyone that he is out of faith or whatever. It is my own opinion but I am ignorant man. I might be wrong. Leave it to Ulemas to decide but it was the silence on this very important part of the book seemed strange to me.
Apart from the philosophical and religious part, it is a beautiful love story. During the whole book I was in a suspense when they will be together and what will be the topic of conversation. How it will proceed. At times I thought lets just go to last pages and read it but I remained patient. And it served me well as it was an amazing story leading up to a great ending.
In the end as always I am grateful to author for writing such a book. I learned some very important concepts especially with respect to religion which I could never learn from scholars. This happens in real life too. You get unexpected things at unexpected places.
Highly recommended.
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Monday, 4 March 2019
Nature of problems
WHY DONT WE 'JUST DO IT'!
Saturday, 2 March 2019
'YOU CAN SEE THE SOUND'
My new "About Me" on Goodreads
Gaining knowledge is our nature. Ignorance doesn't suit us though present age has adopted most things which doesn't suit us. So this is me a sort of complicated person. Some people even had the audacity to say that to my face. Mostly just gave up on me.
So now you must know what i like more a room full of books or people. Definitely books. Books have transformed me without any doubt. They have liberated me. Its sad I cant read all of them. I am limited.
I love learning new things. Can be anything. Everything is interesting and inspires you in its own way.
I am amazed at the paradoxical nature of this world. Absurdity all around and still people in want of it more and more. Levels vary though from place to place. Reading has made me realize that I am not alone with this mindset.
Above paragraph does not ignore the beauty this world posesses. I would love to travel and see all of it myself. Yet I lack the courage for such a brave undertaking. Books have helped me in this regard as well.
History, philosophy and literature must be studied by everyone. Yet it won't be. Not with the blast of this present information age. You want liberation, these subjects can help. History makes you realize how unimportant you are and yet how important you and your actions can be.
I also maintain a blog which mostly remains dry. Sometimes I scribble few things on a diary kept at my desk but I lack discipline for such a thing which really makes the difference."
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Sunday, 3 February 2019
Review: Scythe
Scythe by Neal ShustermanMy rating: 3 of 5 stars
I have never been a fan of YA fiction having a perception of them as teenage stuff and full of fantasy. This book has changed my perception. Read it as a challenge but enjoyed reading it. Still cant say whether I would be reading the series. I have other more important books to read.
Considering the names used in the novel one can deduce that author has at least read about these people even though he has chosen a different field of contribution to the world than them. The best thing about this novel is sudden twists. Maybe they are common in all YA but this was something new for me.
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Saturday, 2 February 2019
Friday, 1 February 2019
Review: The China-Pakistan Axis: Asia's New Geopolitics
The China-Pakistan Axis: Asia's New Geopolitics by Andrew SmallMy rating: 4 of 5 stars
This book came to me out of nowhere at a time when I was having tough time reading books. I started and was totally absorbed by this book. The narrative is just amazing. Too much juice in this book. Categorized into chapters for easy reading and understanding. Ups and downs of relationship discussed thoroughly from the very beginning including ignition for the relationship when it started back in 1960s. Before 1960 the things were going in opposite direction. I do feel that author was a bit focused on one topic: Nuclear technology collaboration among the both countries. Maybe for the sake of his personal curiosity. Many new things learned from this book which will stay with me. Looking forward to read more from the author.
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Richard Flanagan: Life After Death
Its been long since I have written anything on this blog. Where I have been? Lost or in a search probably and hopefully. Anyways, I just fi...
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hi blog, This post is going to be about a video which is going to be a source of motivation for me if ever needed for writing. It may beco...
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Fallen Leaves: Last Words on Life, Love, War, and God by Will Durant My rating: 4 of 5 stars This books ...


