Friday, 9 February 2024

Richard Flanagan: Life After Death

 Its been long since I have written anything on this blog. Where I have been? Lost or in a search probably and hopefully. Anyways, I just finished reading Richard Flanagan's brilliant novel Gould's Book of Fish. One hell of a book. I have found another favorite writer from Australia after Patrick White. Right after finishing it, I also watched BBC Imagine... documentary on Flanagan. In which he talks about Tasmania, convicts, war prisoners and hope.

Here's a link or the documentary:

Richard Flanagan: Life After Death from Jack Cocker on Vimeo.

Sunday, 26 February 2023

Memento Mori - A short story by Jonathan Nolan

First I watched Ghajini, a Bollywood movie starring Amir Khan. I probably watched it because of Amir Khan post 3 Idiots reality of the world. Trying to nourish the so called rebel inside me. I was disappointed. Later, someone told me its an adaptation of a Hollywood movie which was released years ago. I didn't ask when it was released because I didn't really care; to me it must be as much of a bland movie as Ghajini. 

Years passed and I came to discover Christopher Nolan with his true depth. Meanwhile, my own depths were going nowhere. So this is how I came to watch Memento and was blown away. Instantly, it became my favorite movie by Nolan (I watched 'Following' later). Digging further and a YT video led me to realize that it was actually an idea concocted by Nolan brothers. One made a film on it and the other wrote a short story on it. Here is the link to short story published in Esquire magazine in 2001 which I am trying to read today:


https://classic.esquire.com/article/2001/3/1/memento-mori

Saturday, 26 November 2022

The Electronic Labyrinth - Website

While reading Hopscotch by Julio Cortazar, I have found The Electronic Labyrinth, a website about hypertexts and use on non-linear techniques by writers. I want to remember and share it.


http://www2.iath.virginia.edu/elab/elab.html

Saturday, 22 October 2022

Oh Dilbar - Khadija Haider

"Zindagi Mushkil Hai Paheli"
 
What is the significance of this song and singer in my life? On anyone's life? How does music influence us, especially a random tune suddenly hits the chords inside us...

Wednesday, 21 July 2021

Mirror (1975) - Film Review

Rating: 10/10

Director: Andrei Tarkovsky

Another unique cinematic experience; this film somehow surpasses the boundaries of cinema and enters into realm of fine arts. The viewer is hooked or hypnotized from the very beginning with powerful imagery shot from excellent angles. On top of finely curated shots is slow indulging dissolving flow of camera. There was something really special about the movement of camera.  

There is no plot or story here. Instead of form, symbolism is utilized mostly. Content is preferred. There are minutae of dialogues but what really entrances up the scenes are narrations of poetry by Arseny Tarkovsky, directors father. The mos beautiful aspect of this film is amalgamation of dreams with memories. What better things to blend up together. 

Different forms of art are incorporated to display the power of cinematic art. There are references to literature like Dante's Divine Comedy, Dostoevsky etc. Background playing of classical music adds to its classical aura and imbues the scenes with even finer quality.

This is sculpting in time in literal sense which makes it a very personal film and indeed it is autobiographical. 

Thursday, 20 May 2021

Review: The Vivisector

The Vivisector The Vivisector by Patrick White
My rating: 5 of 5 stars

I would have given this book ten stars out of five if possible but then I wouldn't have been able to write this.

This book is mainly about creative process (if you can can call it a process) of a forever perplexed painter, Hurtle Duffield/Courtney. Calling himself a freak, he is closer in touch with reality than most. Indifferent to this world and its affairs, his loyalty lies only with his paintings. In painting, he has found solace, an escape from the shallowness and purposelessness of this world and its bland reality. His whole life is just a flowing subject for his artistic expression which includes everything; even his closest relations. Its just his way of surviving which he will never be sure is the right one.

"It was Sunday, and Mamma had gone next door with Lena and the little ones. Under the pepper tree in the yard Pa was sorting, counting, the empty bottles he would sell back : the bottles going clink clink as Pa stuck them on the stack."

The magical poetry in prose starts from the very beginning, the same magical "epic and psychological narrative.." for which Patrick White was awarded Nobel Prize in 1973. His interview after winning the award is quite interesting. A sort of curmudgeon, who on the day of announcement took a sleeping pill, went to sleep, while the press kept irritating him by "pastoring at his door", because he has had a very long tiring day.

The story begins with protagonist's childhood in an impoverished yet lively household. His father is an eccentric fellow who probably had an influence on the sensitive son. His household is changed somehow and Hurtle finds himself in a lavish place with an affectionate mother and humped sister, Rhoda. You feel a similarity with Great Expectations but its different, you start to discover White's power of shifting perspectives and carving delightful sentences. In his second home, entranced by a chandelier, Hurtle discovers the one inside him which makes him "...at times jangle and want to explode into smithereens". Missing his previous home, he thinks:

"And suddenly something of the same fear got into him. He would have liked to find himself running with the mob of kids down Cox Street, away from everything to do with Courtneys'. In the street where he belonged. If he belonged. He didn't belong anywhere : that was what frightened; although he had wanted it that way"

Time passes and he finds himself without a home and means; in the company of a peculiar prostitute, Nance Lightfoot. She takes a sudden sympathetic interest in this quaint personality and an uncanny relationship flourishes. He has been painting since childhood but now he starts his demented career with sponsorship and links provided by Nance. She introduces him to an art dealer, Caldicott. With the abrupt flight of artistic career, there is a creeping skepticism growing about his abilities to convey what he really experiences. The story gets interesting and quality of prose remains intact.

"(Nance)'What is it then? Explain to me. All this about modern art.'
(Hurtle)'If you could put it in words, I wouldn't have to paint.'"


"Occasionally he made drawings, little more than notes, which couldn't relieve his cynicism, nor his rage for physical exertion. He belched sour, and often wondered what had ever persuaded him he might become a painter."

He departs from the life of city to live in a hilly hideout to continue his artistic pursuits. Living a shredded existence, irritated by ennui, eating bare minimum and cursing himself most of the time. By this you feel a similarity with Hunger by Knut Hamsun which persists with rest of the story. Nance visits him sometimes and their encounter is always interesting than before. Apart from outstanding stream of consciousness, White's mastery at building exceptional characters is magnificent. Especially the way they become victims of vivisection by the painter.

"She might have learnt it from Maman (the second one) herself, who rose like a genie of scent bottle, accusing him of faithfulness : to a class which had adopted him : to the education invested in him; to a love story not so very different, which smelled of melting chocolate and illicit brandy, instead of musty poundcake and whore's powder. Maman was sniffing, though."

"Now he was appalled by his own dirty, horny feet. In the snapshot they look deformed. Or was it distorted? Just as you distort appearances to arrive at truth"

While alive he never cared much about Caldicott and treated him with his artistic attitude, but later describing him to Cutbush (a character of another era (and reality)) he retains:

"'My friend Caldicott died a couple of years ago, after what they call 'a long illness' - in agony. In the last days of his vivisection he told me he had never held my unkindness against me, because he considered anybody in any way creative needs a source of irritation. He was happy to think he had provided me with just that.'"

With Cutbush, the grocer he meets sitting somewhere on a remote place facing the river or sea, Hurtle concocts the ideas of The Grand Vivisector and Moon, they experience together in the sky, as a giant ass sitting on the swimming lovers in the flowing water. There's more to this vision and you realize how many boundaries White has crossed in this book. It was enough for his interlocutor: Cec Cutbush was forever intrigued by this bizarre artist, though he was far away from normal himself.

"(Hurtle)'I have been accused of loving myself. How could I? When I've always known too much about myself?'"

"Most of the day he now spent steadily painting, still destroying, but sometimes amazed at a detail which mightn't have been his, yet didn't seem to be anybody's else's. There were one or two canvases he had dared keep, in which dreams and facts had locked in an architecture which did not appear alterable."

Finally he settles at Flint Street, a slummy area near the sea, where he drags his existence for rest of his life. In the dunny of the house bought from an old lady, he writes
" God the Vivisector
God the Artist
God the "
He hopes to complete the third line during his lifetime but he never did. I was really looking forwarded to that third line. In this house he plays with different variations presented by the light: of reality which he vivisects. Ultimately he achieves international fame but maintains his bohemian lifestyle. Boo Holingrake, a childhood encounter and now a rich widow, is one of his chief buyers. A period of dalliance between them and thanks to Boo, he meets Hero, a Greek woman, in a prearranged party. Its another turn in Hurtle's artistic career. He visits Greece for a supposedly transcendental and healing expedition which it never turns out to be.

Throughout the book, White never fails to surprise you with his strikingly subtle humor. His last consequential encounter is with Kathy, a teenager from his area striving to be musician. He imagines to conceive Kathy as a child inside himself but suffers abortion, though together they nourish the artist in each of them. Each episode of Hurtle's interaction with an important character can be a book in itself.

In the end, Hurtle's life is a sum of unwanted undirected obsessions, with living objects or otherwise, he experiences for the sake of his paintings. This book can be an axe for a suitable blow seeker. Makes you want to choose the road as Robert Frost propounds in his famous poem because some roads are doomed for destruction (it may have an aesthetic side). Its almost perfect how this whole story flows, with magical words and sentences. It was a thoroughly enjoyable journey for me.

"Almost everybody carries a hump, no always visible, and not always the same shape."


Note: Brackets in the quotes are not part of quotes. Its a brief summary with what I thought added in between the lines

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Wednesday, 19 May 2021

Aguirre, The Wrath of God

Directed by: Werner Herzog 
Rating: 7 out of 10


The most beautiful thing in the movie is the playing of flute like instrument by an Indian. And then there is a good score combined with well shot scenes; trying to give the movie an enigmatic aura but, somewhat, failed. The storyline and acting couldn’t cope up with the rest — which is of course the social and philosophical points which the movie tries to convey. There is authenticity and truth; there are paradoxes and ironies; blind, egoistic, hoarding human shades in a micro amphitheater: an expeditious joinery for the riches of El Dorrado.

The history of Spanish expeditions and inquisition is well known. What’s less known is the sheer level of violence committed in the name of who knows what. Almost extinction of the native population; I have heard the only time when global temperature declined was the century of American exploration or exploitation because the native population was nearly wiped out: whole generations with their culture lost.  

Whenever I read about this part of history I wonder what were the conquerors thinking while this slaughter was going on. I would like to read their stream of consciousness. Did they feel any ‘pangs of consciousness’ in the later part of their life as Dostoevsky’s  characters feel. I think Herzog has tried to emulate that blindness with his main character, Aquirre. Blind thirst for material riches  bound to be doomed one way or the other.

Another interesting point for me in this movie is Aquirre’s daughter. Why he brought her with him all the way into the expedition. Probably it’s  as he blurts out in the end while hallucinating. Maybe he was hallucinating all his life. Maybe he was just blind to his hallucination. Is this what the ego can do. The self deep into itself, becoming apathetic to what’s real. 





Richard Flanagan: Life After Death

 Its been long since I have written anything on this blog. Where I have been? Lost or in a search probably and hopefully. Anyways, I just fi...